When I was 20 I lost a bit of weight through diet and exercise recommended by my doctor because of Acid reflux. I later had surgery because of the said reflux. The surgery that the did acted almost like I had my stomach stapled. I began losing weight like crazy and I joined a gym and started eating great and lost 65 lbs in 5 months. I was at my lowest weight ever at 149 lbs. It was awesome. I had never been thin before and I loved it. I was active and happy and I met Rich and was going to the gym everyday and running. I was even running up to 10 miles. My weight would vary as every woman does. And I had gained a little when I married settling in at about 160 Lb. THEN I GOT PREGNANT.
I had kept off the weight for 6 years and thought that there was no way that I was going to gain it back when I got pregnant. I was dead wrong. I gained 70lbs when I was pregnant with Roxanne. I would gain 5 lbs in a week. I topped out at 230 Lbs. I weighed more than my husband. WHAT. After I had Roxy I made attempts at losing weight, joining weight watchers, but could never find time to go to the gym. I got down to about 185, when I got pregnant with Roscoe.
I did not gain as much weight with Roscoe, but I started off much higher than with Roxy and topped out at about 220. I am now down to 195 as of last Monday.
Now you may be wondering, what in the world is Rachel doing telling the free world her weight. I can not lose this weight by myself. I have been trying since Roscoe was born to lose weight and have consistently stayed between 193-197, no matter what i do or eat or how far I run, or how many hours I log into spinning class, this weight is not going any where. I friend from my ward started blogging about her weight and says that it really helped her to lose weight. Nobody wants to talk about their weight but you know what, it is just not me to not be very blunt. Plus I hope that it will give me the extrinsic motivation to post when I have lost weight.
I think that is part of the problem, no knows when I gain or lose, now everyone will. How embarrassing I know, but only people who love and care about me read this blog. So please be nice, send advice, encouragement, good recipe, work out tips EVERYTHING. I appreciate your support and hope that you don't send people links to my blog to see my weight, but who cares. I need to lose this weight.
My goal is to be down to 175 by the time I go on vacation this summer to Disneyland. That means I have 10 weeks to lose about 20 lbs. Impossible? No way. not when I have all of you to now support me and send me tips. I will keep you posted on my progress.